the purpose of life is to survive and replicate - mystery
those two are essential; however, replicate is lots broader than what mystery puts it. for example, famous poets, people of science, leaders, and other people who have left their mark on this planet who did not have children, their replication is their impact on modern society.
for my purposes, i have to stop and just take the framing of the word replicate to achieve my desires.
i desire love, health and wealth!
i don't think those factors have to be defined, because they should be ever expanding and evolving.
with a combination of the three factors, a person will have higher S&R or social value. I agree with this completely. it's like what came first, the chicken or the egg. since my life is void of love, i'm going to have to create S&R or demonstrate potential S&R so that i can bring that into the equation.
understanding women will not be as simple as how mystery puts it though. i need to reread the chapter.
Showing posts with label making the most out of life from afc to pua with a focus on inner game through self-help. Show all posts
Showing posts with label making the most out of life from afc to pua with a focus on inner game through self-help. Show all posts
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
Friday, October 5, 2007
Viv
When I saw her picture with her man, it disturbed me. I am disturbed. It's been over 7 years, and she still has an impact on me.
What did I feel when I saw it?
I felt sad. Where is my new love? Where is my happiness?
I guess I just found lots of new questions.
I am I good enough?
It all goes back to my self-esteem. It's low. I am not doing what I'm suppose to do. I am not as good as I ought to be. I need help.
Do I need the help of others?
I do feel better when I can contribute to something. I need to feel needed, because of this need, I know that my problem stems from the inside. Somewhere in my consciousness, I need affirmation because it isn't obvious.
I have always tried to search for success. That's what I want. To be great.
That relationship didn't make me great. It distracted me from being great. I have to make the journey, I shouldn't need another to make me feel good. I have to go on that journey and pursue it myself. Proactive, make decisions, make experiences, make myself better.
Got to try or it'll never happen.
What this rant has to do with my experience today is that: the sight of her with another reminds me of why I need to move on.
Just fucking move on. Stop hating yourself, and stop pitying for yourself.
What did I feel when I saw it?
I felt sad. Where is my new love? Where is my happiness?
I guess I just found lots of new questions.
I am I good enough?
It all goes back to my self-esteem. It's low. I am not doing what I'm suppose to do. I am not as good as I ought to be. I need help.
Do I need the help of others?
I do feel better when I can contribute to something. I need to feel needed, because of this need, I know that my problem stems from the inside. Somewhere in my consciousness, I need affirmation because it isn't obvious.
I have always tried to search for success. That's what I want. To be great.
That relationship didn't make me great. It distracted me from being great. I have to make the journey, I shouldn't need another to make me feel good. I have to go on that journey and pursue it myself. Proactive, make decisions, make experiences, make myself better.
Got to try or it'll never happen.
What this rant has to do with my experience today is that: the sight of her with another reminds me of why I need to move on.
Just fucking move on. Stop hating yourself, and stop pitying for yourself.
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